My first love: Singing

I love singing, that's a fact. As far as I remember I was in second grade when I realize that I love singing. My mom told me I sang even younger than that, but for me second grade was the earliest memory I can remember . Whenever I sing I feel energetic , happy and relaxed. This is my first love before traveling, writing , reading and other stuff that I can do. This is something I wouldn't trade for, let them take away my other abilities and skills but this. Singing literally relieves me every after hard works from school and other activities. Whenever I feel singing I do it for the purpose of because I just want to and because it makes me happy, my day wouln't be complete without doing it , believe me. Sometimes even late at night I sang softly , because I feel it. It's like peeing , you burst it out because you have to and nothing can take over your way, for me singing is like that . I find my voice golden and precious , not to show off but the songs that went out my mouth is wonderful to my ears ,I don't care what people think of it . If you ask my siblings they are always my victims, listening to me sing everyday at our house, I feel sorry for them because I always disturb them with my voice. Sorry! I hope you still like my singing until the end.

As you know from my previous posts, besides writing my thoughts because I'm the silent-type , I sing my favorite songs , or some random songs that I like. This is another way for me to express myself. It also gives me joy whenever I sing to others and they would love it, they help me overcome my fear of singing in front of other people. Seeing them especially my family , faithfully listening to me sing makes me happy and proud that I can share this talent that I hide for so long. I'm glad that other people also appreciates my talent , their appreciation encourage me to get better and continue to do what I love the most. Sometimes when it just popped into my mind, I still can't believe that I have this talent, it felt like a dream that I can do this thing, I ask myself if this is true, but when I sing I realize that it is true. 18 long years of singing and sometimes I still doubt if its true, weird. Of course this can't be possible if I haven't got any lessons before, if that never happened I believe I still be hiding this without confidence and all of my potential would be nothing.

I'm happy and thankful that God had given me this talent even though many of us can sing and some are better than me ,not all have been blessed with this talent and fortunately I am here to sing for them.I'll never get tired of this talent and I'll continue to love singing all the way.